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-[Saturday, April 26, 2008]-

I have not been blogging for quite sometime due to workload and not enough time to blog. I gonna have a presentation in two weeks time that I got to read a lot of document I found some of the information but it don't seem to be the correct information after some of my colleage had do their presentation. I don't have any motivation to read all the document now I feel so tired and moody. The mood of doing things is not there. Going out in the evening for dinner treat, my sis want to go to novena to hav sushi but I dun wan I prefer to go cathay. Every weekdays I go there to work now weekend also go there so boring lo. Sigh~

-..I'm Just A Loner..- Callbacks
['-Bee-'] ;1:29 PM;

-[Tuesday, April 15, 2008]-

I am so tiring now. First time do sai gan can do until so tiring. I am half dead now. Only my fingers have energy body n legs no more energy le. Stand at the counter whole day it is so tired and I dun like to do cust services cos I not into that. Pray hard that tml I will not be doing the same things for today.

-..I'm Just A Loner..- Callbacks
['-Bee-'] ;9:55 PM;

-[Saturday, April 12, 2008]-

This is what I feel right now. I still feeling a bit lost when come to work cause I still do not know what BI most of the time I jus wu da wu zhuang (anyhow bang) and agar agar(roughly) test the softwares. I feel sian is because the work I only need to take it as a CCA. In the meantime, I still do not know what I will be doing. I feel tired and sleepy because I still does not have enough of sleep. Lastly, I feel happy because I got my first month salary.

-..I'm Just A Loner..- Callbacks
['-Bee-'] ;1:24 AM;

-[Saturday, April 5, 2008]-

Going to get salary nxt wk, thinking that shld I go get a bag and a new campus shoes. I think of get Porter International hand carry bag but the design look very normal nothing special. If I not wrong that bag may cost about 100+ or more. But I dun wan to get a bag so expensive that look so normal. For the shoes, if I buy it I will onli be wearing it on friday cos tat is the onli day I can wear casual to work. But I do have a shoes to wear it on friday and tat nike track shoes is very new I only wear it twice I think. But I like to wear track shoes with casual wear to me I feel tat it dun look good. So shld I buy? Sigh~

Porter International

website: http://www.ll-porter.com/

-..I'm Just A Loner..- Callbacks
['-Bee-'] ;10:51 PM;

This is my bedroom which is created using an application called "My Room" in facebook website. From this picture, you will know that my favourite color is blue and my bedroom is full of IT stuffs and electronics. How I wish I got my own bedroom in real life but I does not have. I share a bedroom with my two elder sisters and the room is so squeeze very difficult to tidy up and also even tidy up few days later the room will be messy again. Juz because my sister always put her stuff on the floor. How I wish I can have my own bedroom and I will want to make my room look like this.

-..I'm Just A Loner..- Callbacks
['-Bee-'] ;1:14 AM;

-[Wednesday, April 2, 2008]-

Just reach home from work, I have been working for 2 days liao. I thought that my job scope will be doing programming. But now I have not started any programming had been doing Business Intelligent stuff which it is about data warehousing, data mining, data analysis and etc... Feel very frustrated in doing all this stuffs because I don't really know what am I doing.

But I also a bit afraid to do C# programming, I afraid that I can't meet the expectation. I afraid I can't program what they wanted. I afraid I can't perform well. I know it need to take time to adapt but I really feel very lost. =(

-..I'm Just A Loner..- Callbacks
['-Bee-'] ;7:28 PM;