There is a big question pop in my mind. Why m I having this kind of life? Here is an incident that happens to me few days ago. On Wednesday morning, I having big headache and giddiness where it really make me feel so bad that I can’t even get up from the bed. So I took MC on that day, which is an important day where I shouldn’t be absent. It is an important day because one of my teammate needs to present the project that we do for the past few weeks to all the management level in our branch.
I feel upset as I was unable to attend the meeting. The day after the presentation, I went back to work. In the morning, while traveling to work I received an SMS from pink. She said that she is giving a breakfast treat as the project and the presentation went well. I reached the office; I see no sign of her. My teammate and I waiting for her reaching, a while later she reached and all of us went up for a breakfast. While queuing up for breakfast, out of sudden she say that everyone was sick yesterday all of them still came for to work and I didn’t come to work. Next thing she say that she don’t have to treat me since I wasn’t there. There is no input done and I don’t need you some kind of words like that came out from her mouth. Aloysius saw me looking upset and say that pink is kidding.
I don’t feel there is a sense of joke; I control my tears from running off. So I walk to the sitting area to control and control...But my mind keep thinking back on what she had said…Thinking back repeatedly…Where I couldn’t control anymore my tears run off…I feel so sad so disappointed that falling sick having headache having giddiness is not what I want. She don’t understand me that how much of pain I suffering. Yet she comment me about this n that. Even I tell her my illness is not as simple as what she think and what she replied me was everyone was sick on that day too. I really got nothing to say no matter how much I explain it useless. Why when I fall sick and came back to work, she don’t even ask me do I feel better. When mono was sick for a few days, she asked him.
I don’t understand why do she want to treat me this way. I trying to forget what had happen but she keep remind me today. I went lunch with her, friends and a group of new staffs and just happen that I just sit beside her. A while later, I heard her saying cannot anyhow joke ok. Very obviously that is sentence is saying me. I feel so pissed off and upset.
She even mention before that if be friend can’t be college, if be college can’t be friend. Now, I really understand what is sentence mean and really mean it. But this sentence will only apply to some people not all. I still believe there is people that can be friend and college.
I trying not to take word to hard but it tough cause the word she say is really saying me. I believe if I not a gal the way she treat me will change. How I wish I’m a guy!!!
['-The Writer-']
Name: Albee Lum
Age: 23
DOB: 14 December
Horoscope: Sagittarius/Tiger
School: Nanyang Polytechnic
Course: Business Informatics
Job Title: Infocomm Officer
['-The Wish List-']
Get a job Found
Earn salary above $1.8K Found
Learn playing piano Self learning in process
Get a keyboard piano Casio LK-300TV
Learn driving Got my driving license
Get a car
Travel oversea(Hong Kong, Taiwan, Japan, Korea)
Get a new mobile phone Sony Ericsson W995
A suitable bag for work International Porter sling bag for casual
Laptop Asus W7S White & Asus EeePC 1008HA White
Gaming console PSP White, Wii
Digital Camera Olympus Digital Camera
Get a degree holderStudying in University of Newcastle (Australia)
Expert in programming
LCD/Plasma TV Akira LCD TV cum dvd Player
Someone who can understand me
Don't want be a loner
['-The Notes-']
['-Friend Links'-]
..Janis
..Julian
..Chin Fang
..Jolene
..Jing Ting
..Pekky
..Yuan Ming
..Poh Swan
..Ken
..Yong Sheng
['-Other Links-']
Shopping
TKdramas
Shopping Revamped
Yzt Style
Mamas Store
Watching Online
Tudou
YouTube
Cruchyroll
IT news/forums
HardwareZone
Cnet Asia
['-The Memories-']
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